I would likely confuse this with my general aversion (anxiety) associated with change. Some say they love change, but I hate it. Might be good or bad, but the process of getting through whatever it is means energy spent being hypervigilant, ensuring the process is going as well as it can. And sometimes, some of that energy is just a waste, but some people are prone to be more aware or controlling than others.

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